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break na kme...

2005-06-21T17:11:00.000-07:00

break na kme..
last thursday pa...

updates..

2005-06-15T01:33:00.000-07:00

grabee na itu... tanggal ko na pa lang wala post dito.. harhar!!
updates abt me???

**i had an ulcer..**
and grabee ahh.. ang skit pala nun.. eheheh! vomit ka ng vomit.. with body malaise ba ahh.. (weakness..) wheww! hirap, one wk me ganun...
and sabi nila hnd n dw un nawawala, tsk! kaya kain na tlg ako.. haii..

**misunderstanding with paulo..**
i dnt want to talk abt it.. its not dat personal, nakakatamad lang mgtype!!
eheheheh!ngaun... im okei.. im on the process of adjustments.. and understanding him..pls pray for me...

bored!!

2005-05-10T00:01:00.000-07:00

waa... bored again... gsto ko n sana magduty.. pero wala pa ung doc.. sa 16 pa dw..
naka leave kc.. haii.. haii.. bored na tlg... buti n lng, dito mga cuz ko... pero.. lapit na din sila umuwi.. kaya sad na ulit.. haii.. hai.. ppnta si pau dito 2m.. kaya happe na naman.. la lng..

soo happpeeee again..

2005-04-27T18:21:00.000-07:00

hhmm..
medyo natagalan ang pg update.. well.. nagkita na kme nung sunday!!
yipee!yup, u read it right.. nagkita kme sa dorm nia. kc nagbayad siya ng rent..
and den.. dami dami pala niang plans for dat day, pero kinulit ko siya na imbis lumabas, pnta na lng sa haus nila.. yuP! sa pque! gstong gsto ko na kc.. tska.. pag may emergency, lam ko kng san siya ppntahan.. o db! sigurista, aba.. ayw ko na ata dumating ung tym na hnd ko lam kng san siya ppntahan noh.. now.. i know na.. kaya wala ng lusot!jowk!ahaha! nameet ko na fam nia.. and ok naman!

pinagdrive pa nia ako..
o dba. kilig!!!! la lng.. happee lang tlg..

paranoid

2005-04-19T21:55:00.000-07:00

he's still sick..
nagpalab tests na si paulo.. and sa thurs pa ata ung result. He's ok naman dw, wala dw siya sa mood,
at walang iba nsa isip dw nia kundi ang gumaling.. ayaw muna dw nia pagusapan ang love-love ngaun..
ung ang sabi nia.. okei, i answered him, tinatamad dw siya, and all dat. Medyo disappointed lang ako,
after all the sleep nights, dat makes me paranoid, un lang un.. But I'm not in the position
to make inarte na naman, i hope god will grant me enough patience for me to carry all this.
I'm not joking, dahil may time na sa kpraningan ko.. parang naiisip ko... wat dat does mean, breaking up??
i dnt know.. i ask him if he still loves me.. and he anwered, CIEMPRE NMAN!! yipee!! ahahah!

hnd na nga lng me msyado ngiisp ng kng ano ano.. kc lam ko mas lalo lang akong mprapraning.
and i know dat's bad.. bka kng san pa pmunta un.. kaya for now.. i think all i can do is to
understand the situation.. help him.. and supprot him with his condition..

he's experiencing jaundice (yellow in color) sa eyes.. i still dnt know.. im afraid...
i hope its not hepa.. pero.. hnd naman siya naka admit sa hosp or wat.. OPD pa din..
sa thurs malalaman na kng ano ba tlg.. confirmation is necessary.. ]
he doesn't know how much i miss him na... and how much i love him.. and waiting for him...
i love you paulo!!

I'm with my cousins

2005-04-17T04:07:00.000-07:00

My cousins arrived last friday.. and dahl sa knila.. mdyo nkakalimutan ko na may sakit ang dada ko.. i texted ate au knina.. (ate ni pau).. she tells me na kelangan dw ipacheckup kc wala pa din dw gana kumain.. my god!!ang payat payat na cguro ng dada ko.. mas lalo ngaun!tssk! you know wat.. hnd ko lam ggwin ko ngaun.. i dnt know if kailangan ko bang pmunta sa knila para bisitahin siya.. pero.. haii.. i dnt know.. i think ngkatrauma na ako.. para naalala ko ung dati.. ung may sakit ung ex ko.. den pinagtabuyan lng ako.. (sama dba?) anyweiz, another story naman un.. pero.. iba pa din ciempre.. der's smthing na pumipigil sa akin.. na pmnta sa pque.. unang una.. hnd ko pa nppntahan un.. but i know d address.. i guess.. haii.. haii.. wala pa din kme communication hanggang ngaun.. parang ano ba to?? hnd lng ba ako snay?? i think soo.. i miss him.. sobra.. im getting paranoid.. imagine!!no communication? makaya ko kaya to???

back to my cousins.. nagpictorial ang mga lola nio..
pang model tlg ang dugo namen!! ahahaha! im happy.. but not complete...
gusto ko sana nameet ni pau ung mga cute kong pinsan... haii..
i just want to share some pics here...

wacky shot.. kulit tlg ni kurt.. ahhahha!

its time for girls... ayy pikit kim! arrghh!

spirits shots..

formal shot.. im a model!lolz!feel na feel nasa gitna!

nakss.. model looks!!

**dat's it guyzz.. hnd naman halata na ako ung ate right??**
pero.. kht na.. mukha namang bata! ahahahha!
cast:: *lol*
white - urs truly
orange - paulo my bro..
red - kurt, my inaanak and cuz as well..
blue - kim, sis of kurt
blue stripes - alyanna, cuz - sis of mark and mikko
black - mikko, cuz - younger bro of yana
blue+yellow - mark.. cuz - kuya of yana and mikko

paulo is sick..

2005-04-13T20:30:00.000-07:00

waa.. nakaka guilty tlg ung abt kahapon.. tampo tampo.. hnd ko lam.. he's totally sick!err! im a bad girl! spoiled bratt! tlg.. grr! i hate myself.. but hey, on the other side.. i dnt nid to blame much of my self.. lalo lng me mppraning.. nagpasundo siya kagabi sa ate nia.. sa dorm hnd na dw nia tlg kayang umuwi.. i felt sorry for him.. i want to go der.. hnd naman pwede.. i want to be with him ryt now.. layo naman ng pque.. pno naman me uuwi dba... bad day! he left his charger sa dorm.. and hnd pwde ang fone nia sa ibang charger.. grr! so pano ngaun?? i lost contact with him.. kailangan, siya tlg ang mgtxt,, pano na to??

i getting paranoid... but still im controlling it.. dada taught me how to... whew! dat's d gud thing abt him.. i miss my dada.. i miss my paulo... i hope gumaling na siya agad.. he has dis weird s/s.. Nausea and vomiting. fever, stomach ache.. i hope its not typhoid fever... i hpe im wrong.. the doc told them na baka dw dyspepsia lng.. soo he was given antacid.. sna.. it will take effect.. wala tlg me balita sa knya ngaun.. im controlling myself... calm down tina.. kaya mo yan... im trying to be ok.. i love him soo much...

badtrip...!

2005-04-12T22:23:00.000-07:00

"live your life.. as if it's the last day of your life.."
well, popular quote i guess... nah! but wat will u do if u have life same as mine..??
living as if u have 100 years to live in.. yap! dats wat im experiencing ryt now!
with boredom slowly killing my self! wahh!im soo exhausted with wat's happening!
TV-hbo, star movies, axn, cartoon channel, im sick and tired of them!i not productive with this! im looking 4 smthing new!

im with paulo knina.. den.. im like dis now??weird huh?nah.. dey are all related. paulo is sick.. and i dnt know wat d hell is happening to him! i hate it! it seems dat my day and plans are all spoiled! im concern.. soo much! but wat can i do??
wish im a fairy to take away he's disease.. kng meron man! grr! we met @ 11..den. i got home @1pm. tsk! wat a day huh??! den, wats 2 home/? NOTHING! back to being alone again.. back to boredom.. back to doing nonsense things.. grr! here i am.. typing.. typing.. browsing the net!nahh... im tired of doing dis. tired of my life...!

sori if im like dis, dis is me.. dis is wat is happening.. i want a break!i want to go out.. anywhere... everywhere! kht sa langit pa!lolz!

another layout again..

2005-04-12T07:18:00.000-07:00

waaii.. ano ba ito.. araw arawin dw ba.. ahahaha.. parang pansin ko lng.. wala akong maayos na layout.. rarr!ahahaha!papalit palit na lng.. lagi n lng..
in short hnd mapakali.. wow naman... ako na lng pala ngisa ngaun dito sa sala..
kaya.. its tym to go na.. im getting paranoid here!lolz!
=== c tina DUWAG! ==
aahhahahahah!

some pics here!

2005-04-07T03:04:00.000-07:00

okei.. okei.. let's see... nascan ko na mga pics.. yahoo!just see it for yourself na lng..wala naman masyadong dinos ehh... hnd halata.. na ayaw nila sa dinos.. waahahahha!

i stayed the whole day watching full house... yep.. my tita lend me her cd's ahahah! the whole..episode of full house.. kuletzz.. sobra! medyo sad din.. im not yet done.. ang skit na kc ng mata ko...and i have to read the subtitle.. ehh pagod na din mga mata ko.. kaya aun...i think, i can finish dat dis night.. would like some kwentos der??!lolz!

WELCOME to dino land.. oww.. sitio lucida pala..
a new resort.. i guess.. somewhere in bulacan!

kim, me, kurt, mom

my inaanak kurt..

me and kim doing the posing thing!

me and trex! bwahaha!rarrr!!!!!!

tanned mE?!

2005-04-06T01:28:00.000-07:00

yesterday.. we had our swimming.. with the coteachers of my mama... I'm with kim and kurt (mah cuzzies).. and we enjoyed there!the place is good.. (pwede na..) a place full of dinos.. waeheehh.. ewan ko ba dun. bkt puro dinos ang theme nila..
grabee, i stayed the whole day in the pool.. ahaahaah!ciempre umaahon naman noh!
at ciempre, mwawala pa ba nmn ang pictorials??but sad to say hnd ko mapost.. kc.. la me budget para masend ko ang mga pics sa pc.. wahihihii.. kaya... keep posted na lng, okei! sobrang tan skin ko ngaun.. in short.. nEgrA! ahhahaha! but its ok, tan is beauty.. and nakakaslim pa look na un right??
*pampalubag loob*
harhar!

and nga pala.. i change my layout.. la lng.. para summer look.. tska.. may prob ata sa photobucket ngaun.. kaya yan.. madalian ang pagbago.. ok lng ba??sriling sikap yan.. ciempre.. copy and paste sa mga codes ni xyla.. right??TENKU tlg xy!!ahhaha!

and ciempre... i miss dada!!kelan kaya kme ulit mgkikita?!! haii.. haii..

just sharing..

2005-04-01T18:30:00.000-08:00

ei guyzz.. wanna share something.. i wake up @ 7am.. do my morning routine.. turn on my pc.. and up to this time.. im still in front of it...
while browsing the net.. i found this.. hope you like it.. la lng.. bored ehh!

Are there pink lemons that make pink lemonade?
Why do we say "heads up" when we actually duck?
Whats a question with no answer called?
How do "do not walk on grass" signs get there?
When a store has double doors why do they only let you use one of them?
If there was a crumb on the table and you cut it in half, would you have two crumbs or two halves of a crumb?
What was Captian Hook's name before he had a hook for a hand?"
Do the actors on Unsolved Mysteries ever get arrested because they look just like the criminal they are playing?
Do bald people get dandruff?
Why doesn't baking soda freeze?
What if you were to ask a genie to grant you more than three wishes for one of you wishes?
If you made biscuits with chocolate milk instead of regular milk, would they taste chocolaty?
Can a person with no ears wear glasses?
Do the actors in the re-enactments on Americas most wanted, ever get arrested (because they were seen on TV portraying the criminal)?
Are people who are allergic to nuts allergic to coconuts too?
If someone's peeing and halfway through they die, would they keep pissing or stop?
Why is it that when adults have multiple personalities it's schizophrenia, but when a child has imaginary friends it's cute?
If you swallow a burp does it turn into a fart?
Can you put a gay man in a straight jacket?
Why do bullies always ask "what’s your problem" when they're obviously not going to solve it?
Do stairs go up or down?
When people say, "I’m so tired it's not even funny" or "my head hurts so much it's not even funny", why would it even be funny in the first place?
Why is there a top line on lined paper if we never use it?
Do coffins have lifetime guarantees?
Why do the numbers on phones go down while the numbers on calculators go up?
If the sky is the limit, then what is space, over the limit?
Are children who act in rated 'R' movies allowed to see them?
Can you make a candle out of your earwax?
When French people swear do they say pardon my English?
Aren't the 'good things that come to those who wait' just the leftovers from the people that got there first?
If the swat team breaks down your door do they have to replace it later?
Can a fire truck park in the fire lane?
Can it be cloudy and foggy at the same time?
If electricity comes from electrons, does morality come from morons?
Do illiterate people get the full effect of Alphabet soup?
Can you get cornered in a round room?
Why don't the hairs on your arms get split ends?
If an atheist has to go to court, do they make him swear on the Bible?
Why is it illegal to park in a handicapped parking space but its ok to use a handicapped toilet?

FEARS
Alliumphobia: Fear of garlic
Angrophobia: Fear of becoming angry
Aulophobia: Fear of flutes
Bathophobia: Fear of depth
Brontophobia: Fear of thunder and lightning
Cacophobia: Fear of ugliness
Chromatophobia: Fear of colors
Coulrophobia: Fear of clowns
Ecclesiophobia: Fear of church
Enochlophobia: Fear of crowds
Frigophobia: Fear of cold and/or cold things
Harpaxophobia: Fear of being robbed
Hominophobia: Fear of men
Hypsiphobia: Fear of height
Isolophobia: Fear of solitude and/or being alone
Lockiophobia: Fear of childbirth
Lygophobia: Fear of darkness
Megalophobia: Fear of large things
Murophobia: Fear of mice
Nomatophobia: Fear of names
Papyrophobia: Fear of paper
Pharmacophobia: Fear of drugs
Potophobia: Fear of alcohol
Rhytiphobia: Fear of getting wrinkles
Triskaidekaphobia: Fear of the number 13
Uranophobia: Fear of heaven
Xanthophobia: Fear of the color yellow or the word yellow
Zoophobia: Fear of animals

summer.. no classes.. no allowance...

2005-04-01T03:51:00.000-08:00

it was just an ordinary day for me.. but.. der's still smthing special abt it...
i spend d rest of the day with dada.. yihee... yup.. u heard i right.. kinuha ko kc ung assessment form ko.. den, ciempre.. he's with me.. la lng... ehh.. natural lang naman sbhin na... wala akong pera.. grr! malass nga ehhh.. may equation kc diyan...

walang pasok...

walang baon/allowance...

ehh di wala pera... tssk!

haii.. life.. tssk.. nagikot lang kme sa ever.. nkpagswap ng sim.. globe na siya!and.. hhmm.. uminom ng yogurt.. harhar!!!at nanood ng movie na hnd ko naman mabasa ang subtitle.. soo... ano pang use right?? i forgot to bring with me my eyeglasses..
sooo.. hmmm.. nu pa ba??not dat much abt it...
uwi na pala si pau sa knila.. waaa.. :( but its ok, ganyan tlg pag bakasyon!!

the images for my blog were done.. ok lng ba?? hope u liked it!!
take care guyzz.. gudnyt!!!

boredom.. who wishes for it??

2005-03-31T00:39:00.000-08:00

waa.. i made it!goD!la lng.. yan na lang muna.. harhar! of course.. my acknowledgment to mah friend.. ehemm.. xylaganda *daw*.. ahahahaha!

dis day... isang malaking.. WALA LANG!haii.. of corz.. im still working.. for my blog.. and finding a hospital for our completion.. hindi ko na nga lam gagawin ko ehh.. asarr tlg!

practice lang...

2005-03-30T17:18:00.000-08:00

im still in the process okei...
bawal ang kontra...
waa.. la lng... testing lang...